Hi everyone! I hope you all are well. I’m sorry to have been awol the last few days… I’m in a funk and I can’t seem to shake it.
My last post mentioned how I was feeling down about myself… Probably because I was wanting to post a photo of me to Instagram and I couldn’t bring myself to do it because I hated (HATED) how I looked in every single photo. And I took hundreds of photos. My self-confidence really took a tumble.
Then I found out that friends I was really missing were interacting with each other quite frequently. But not including me. It stung and I felt really left-out. And I started questioning if they were even my friends anymore. I still don’t know.
Also, I’ve been spending alot of time researching how to improve this blog, so I’ve been studying what I can find online and honestly, I’m overwhelmed. I feel completely incapable of carrying-out many of the recommendations. I feel stupid that I don’t understand and I’m so discouraged that I could just quit this whole thing.
Anyhow, I realize that I am whining. My apologies for the bratty post, I’m just venting at the moment.
I’ll keep trying to shake this off and get back to normal. I’m not there yet, but maybe soon we can hope.